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My single mother expressed very strong feelings for "Americans" when I was around 7 years of age. I think she admired the Navy sailors in those days. Of course, being in the entertainment industry as a singer in a nightclub, she would inevitably meet many overseas visitors.

At the time I was visiting her for a couple of weeks at her flat at Bourke Street in Darlinghurst, NSW. I had travelled by train from the foster home I was being cared for in Armidale of country NSW.... I lived with the Greek "Sourie" family. [not sure of spelling]

Mum played the steel-guitar and sang beautiful songs. I never did get to hear her singing enough. She worked as a singer in night-clubs around Kings Cross....

She was different..... the times were different... before the infamous William Street fire... a hotel she knew well.

Considering the years that have passed, and what I knew of her health, it is likely that for years my mother has been on a pension or Social Security payment for some time in Australia.

Then again it is quite possible that she went to the USA to live, years ago.... and may be on an aged government payment there.... or she may have gone with or met a deserving person and moved to the USA years ago and has lived a better life with much more happiness than she was able to find here in Australia. She may have even changed her name.

I used to think of my mother as a magical person... some kind of faery.....

But that aside, I was told by Centrelink to write her and father letters, which, if they were "on the books", would be forwarded to them and if they would like to make contact, it was up to them. No other option was available. I was not surprised.

A Letter to my Mother and to my Father...

So............

So I wrote a letter to my Mother.... and I wrote to my Dad as well, using the same format but adding a section applying to him personally.

It was all about "Australian privacy laws".... the most accursed and soul destroying legislation to ever become law in Australia, claiming to "protect the individuals privacy", but works at mainly protecting government department, police and military (though not so bad in Australia), corporate, medical and psychiatric mistakes 'n' crimes against individuals and the society.

I would never be told if she got the letter or if she was alive - or not. I was to just hope that she chose to write back.

So I guess it might have to be an "other life" thing ...... though the search for my mother continues.....


This prayer is what I was taught as a 2 year old in the first orphanage I was placed in for a short while in the Adelaide Hills. I always associated it with my mother..... who I saw as my Goddess. ( a word I found much later fitting the description)

It was the sound of her voice and her singing... and because I knew she loved me 100% from a very deep spiritual place. (something I actually understood then).

After I climbed into the bed I often looked out the window into the shadows by moonlight of the trees, and wondered if she was out there listening to my prayer. A prayer in the Oak Tree.

 

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(Oak Tree)

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