The Personal
Universe
F or me -
Composing music is actually like turning a key which opens a channel into a vast place...
a multi dimensional plane or field that one experiences by just being a part of it or
being a part IN it... its like being in a sort of
"universal
pond" of musical communications & inspirations.
In it one
locates and connects to this "Source of Music". It is an
experience of a stillness, simplicity and beauty. It has all the potential for motion,
complexity and discord too. I think it all depends on what sort of Being you are, how
personally free you are, and what you really want to communicate.
It
feels timeless there. In a sense one can go to the extremes of 'earliest and latest',
'nearest and farthermost' in this 'dimension'- drawing on 'songs' of unfolding scenes
'describing' love, joy, compassion, solitude, eternity, curiosity, sharing, loneliness,
peace, etc... without losing "the moment".
Sometimes
it feels like a journey; but not necessarily one of going anywhere.
In another way, it is a "downloading of understanding", perceived
as scenes, circumstances and emotions that all manifest as music and other forms of
art.
The
best description I have learned is actually talking about connection with the
"Theta
Universe", a universe that some may liken to the idea of the Akashic Record.
When
connected with this level of experience, one perceives the "welcome-ness" of it.
It is really not an alien place, but a meeting place or union of personal universes
without barriers.
For me it is about understanding the nature of an individual person too.
One who
is aware of him or herself as a "Life Source" or "Theta Source", is
one who is operating from "knowingness" or the Akashic Record.
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