As you may have guessed by the amount of preamble... This has been a very difficult project to start.

Due to circumstances having reached such levels of horror for me, and the near impossible task of getting any help from Police both local and federal; and others who I thought would have the moral fiber, perception and/or be in a position to do something to help; to recognise the need for help..... I have decided to present the story of events to the Internet Community, as I am able, in spite of the pressures against me doing it... while I can.

I had no idea things would turn out this way. I always thought a crime was a crime.

So I'll try to get started.

I believed I was a Scientologist from 3rd October,1964 (the very day I walked in the door) and this enlightened association continued through various ups and downs with the organisation, but I was true to the Applied Religious Philosophy.

But from around the end of 1972 I gradually withdrew from having the desire to remain connected to the group generally, as I saw that the organisation and many, many people in it, were, or were becoming, what I can only describe as monsters.

It was not until 1984 that I finally disconnected from the "church" of Scientology, leaving my de facto wife who refused to not sign the Billion Years Sea Organisation contract that I had managed to escape from, and because NSW Family Law, at the time, declared that I had no rights to my ex-nuptial daughter... I had to leave Claire with her mother.

I left the group... THE CARDINAL SIN !

Suddenly I was denied access to my daughter when she most needed me, (and I most needed her,) at around 6 years of age. I took the matter to the NSW Children's Court, and only managed to see Claire a half a day a week which was a Saturday, the day I worked my trade as a seller at the Paddy's Market. Yet Claire was not in the care of Janine who was separated from her by her duties as a Sea Org Member. So Claire was shoved into an institutional environment and from then she was cruelly set upon, over time, by people with evil and revenge toward me in their hearts. The depths of their cruelty will be revealed as I am able to confront talking about it.

From the treatment she received in the infamous RPF, from an early age, she became an invalid after escaping death soon after the age of 15, and was judged unfit to continue as a contracted member of the Sea Organisation, and the best apology she received was to be dumped on a Government disability pension -(not a pension paid by the cult)- perhaps for life. She'd had collapsed with Pnumonia and in hospital misdiagnosed with Lukemia and give chenotherapy during which she collapsed needing a life support system. During this she had two strokes and survived a long coma where doctors threatened to turn off the life-support as she was clinically dead. Somehow she pulled through but could not speak or walk and still, was left in the hands of cult members.

Yet from the moment I found her, and found out what had happened (in 1997) and sought help to bring the criminals to justice, no one has stood up or come forward to help me, or her, in this so private war. It is not as though I could lay my hands on anywhere near the kind of money that would be needed for a legal challenge. Rather, my life was thrown into a nightmare that has taken years to cope with.

It is going to take some time to get all the information recorded and organised. But I have survived as Claire has, and those who committed these crimes will be brought to justice eventually.

Not withstanding this, I am sure each of the perpetrators will have their turn in one kind of torture chamber or another, for what they have done to Claire.

Due to the years of battle waged against me by the RTC (Religious Technology Centre) driven Scientology war machine while they abused my daughter without my knowledge,  I want the whole story recorded, as part of history, of the crimes perpetrated in the name of the "Church of Scientology" and the "Sea Organisation".... The crimes I am referring to, have been ignored by the Australian Government, the Media and gone unnoticed by "outsiders" such as other Religious Groups, Human Rights Organisations and Individuals, the "general public" - and not least of all, the "ordinary" Scientology followers.

I believe what has been done to Claire is comparable to cases such as the Lisa McPherson Case,  the Susan Meister Case, and others reported by the old Factnet online group.

Claire is still alive, but has had to live with the results of their created nightmare on a daily basis, and will have to cope with the aftermath for the rest of her life.

She has regained her ability to walk and talk, though her right arm is "a relatively useless appendage" and she walks with a limp and twisted foot. Her mind is effected so that she seems to have stayed at the mental level that she may have perceived she last knew me.... I have to take care what I say here as she is still alive and thought she cannot now read these words or understand any of the subtleties of language we all take for granted, (oh boy) I am trying to describe something quite outside most people's experience who have not been confronted with such conditions in a family sense. There is so much people take for granted..... Unfortunately people see a lot of disabled people around these days, and most assume "stroke" or "car accident" and never think a child can be the victim of terrible mental, emotional torture and pushed beyond her endurance, leaving her in such a condition.

And since that moment when Claire was fighting for her life in hospital, I was never contacted. Coincidently, from that time due to the apparently mysterious collapse of every venture I have put hours of solid work into; from product manufacture and retail ventures and other valued services, my resultant continued flirtation with the welfare system has kept me in poverty for years.

I have been living on less than AUD $150 a week for most of the last 25 years)... So I have only my knowledge, my heart and my will to keep on keeping on in the pursuit of justice and making things go right. And I continue to do this mindful of the appalling ignorance in Australia about the real "Church of Scientology" and its objectives... and the true nature of "Suppression".

In Australia, except where the increasing pursuit of wealth, power and personal greed is threatened, or if there is a cut in supply of something like petrol, beer, or sport entertainment, or a bush fire burns down a house built carelessly in locations that have no capability to protect them when bushfires occur in this country regularly - just as when the rains come , the water simply flows out to sea..... it has so far proved to me nothing can get done for justice in this country without very large amounts of money being available.

I am writing my story in the hope that a few quick minds and patrons of the arts, for example, might see some value in what I am doing with my music, and may even buy my CDs or take an interest in the music project even as a novelty. Anyone who buys even one music CD would be helping me to finance the kind of objectives that may save THEM from a similar "fate"... that I am still dealing with, many years later with virtually NO RESULT.

Having said that, of course there is no obligation to the reader, or intent for any feelings of emotional blackmail to be assumed. Just put yourself in her shoes and see how it feels.

If you read these pages, and in your twilight years, find yourself having suffered a similar fate, spare a thought for the day you read these words, and have a laugh about the fact that you did nothing more, thinking it was just a good yarn. Well I wish you good luck in dealing with it when it is your turn... and I am quite sure you will have "a turn" whatever you think now. Email me when it happens. If I am around, I could probably be in a better position to help you in some way.